Abby Lee Miller: I Thought 'It Didn't Actually Matter' If I Died From Most cancers


A lonely battle. Abby Lee Miller spoke candidly about her highway to restoration completely within the new problem of Us Weekly, making the heartbreaking confession that she didn’t suppose it mattered if she misplaced her battle with non-Hodgkin’s lymphoma.

“You positively really feel alone. My three associates have been there [at the hospital but] I’m an solely little one, my mother and pa are each deceased and I’m not married, I don’t have siblings to lean on,” the Dance Mothers star, 52, says. “That’s why, for me, if I died, it didn’t actually matter. There have been individuals who care about me, however there wasn’t anyone dependent upon me.”

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After finishing a 12-month jail sentence for chapter fraud expenses in March 2018, the truth star was identified with most cancers. A 12 months later, nevertheless, after chemotherapy and 6 spinal faucets, Miller tells Us, “the most cancers’s gone.”

“It was bodily robust and emotionally draining,” she explains. “Dying is the straightforward method out of a scenario like mine. Like in my scenario, to put in that hospital in intensive care and people ten minutes go by and my coronary heart simply stops, that was simple. Going via the surgical procedure, recovering, going to remedy, studying tips on how to choose up a toothbrush and brush your enamel once more, studying tips on how to sit up within the mattress with out falling over, making an attempt to get my proper foot to maneuver once more, to get my toes to wiggle, that was onerous.”

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She concluded: “It was onerous, onerous, onerous work. And I’ve labored onerous all my life, I don’t have to preserve working.”

Miller introduced her return to Dance Mothers in December. Season eight premieres on Lifetime June four at 9 p.m. ET.

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